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Sep. 21st, 2015 10:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
[A girl does not suit his needs.
Not if he's honest with himself. He wants a weapon, not a fucking hooker in training, not a barbie doll but -
The more time he spends with her, lost and alone the more there is a degree of affection. The aim was to take back a sense of self. Senator Ward's best friend's daughter, Kara Lynn Palamas - who knew that someone like Ward would be so pro spending time with a fucking-
Didn't matter. None of it mattered. A girl does not suit his needs but he wonders if she thinks of herself as a girl at this point. Oh she looks like one, acts like one. He tells himself if he were still whole that would be more of a cause for concern but she's like the daughter he never had. You can either come with me or stay here. Here, a juvie prison, risk being tried as an adult. Here, a life without meaning, without purpose.
Fuck the Russians had been doing it for years.
He parks the truck and notes a campsite, an actual goddamn campsite complete with a firepit, clothes drying on a line, and buddy. The dog was a stray same as the girl. The dog was important but this...
I leave her alone for six months. And she puts up all this. He stepped out of the truck.]
Nice, very nice.
Not if he's honest with himself. He wants a weapon, not a fucking hooker in training, not a barbie doll but -
The more time he spends with her, lost and alone the more there is a degree of affection. The aim was to take back a sense of self. Senator Ward's best friend's daughter, Kara Lynn Palamas - who knew that someone like Ward would be so pro spending time with a fucking-
Didn't matter. None of it mattered. A girl does not suit his needs but he wonders if she thinks of herself as a girl at this point. Oh she looks like one, acts like one. He tells himself if he were still whole that would be more of a cause for concern but she's like the daughter he never had. You can either come with me or stay here. Here, a juvie prison, risk being tried as an adult. Here, a life without meaning, without purpose.
Fuck the Russians had been doing it for years.
He parks the truck and notes a campsite, an actual goddamn campsite complete with a firepit, clothes drying on a line, and buddy. The dog was a stray same as the girl. The dog was important but this...
I leave her alone for six months. And she puts up all this. He stepped out of the truck.]
Nice, very nice.